GOOD TIME

Had a great Fourth - went to a friends house and cooked out and did fireworks. Had a great time.
Only bad thing happened was my husband left the dogs outside (Lucky, Bella, KC) - Lucky and Bella are afraid of the fireworks, so I had to go home and let them back in. Lucky was scared so she got under the deck and was so muddy!!!! So after we got home Lucky had to have a bath - oh that water was brown by the time I got done. It was bad.

It was really good talking to my friend - she moved from across the street about two years ago - I miss her so much. We don't get together much now, so it was so nice to be able to have girl talk. I guess I am not the only one who thinks like we both don't feel attractive anymore. Why is it that we go through these kind of times - I really never have felt so bad about myself so it is been real hard on me. I get so down - don't want to work on losing weight - can't get motivated but you think I would but I guess I just need to work on myself. I need to set some kind of goal but damn those M-M keep calling my name!!!!!!!

Til later